99.9% BETTER!
It is funny that the past 2 weeks I have been in a huge funk and it mainly derived from me thinking I was going crazy because every single thing that has happened in the natural world has been lost on me. I have not been able to understand the simplest things in human nature, but now I realize that it is not me. EVERYONE around me is f*cking nuts. Seriously, everyone has lost their minds and somehow I didn't see it. I see it now, and I no longer think i need to be hospitalized and that feels good.
Last nights dream:
I lived at home with my whole extended family (only I don't have an extended family) and I had lesbian sex (only I don't do that in real life) and a girl from my class showed up and cleaned my bathroom (only it was the bathroom from my old apartment).
I think this means that everything is better. Or maybe that i need to call home more often,
or maybe I need to start eating better, or maybe I need to hire a maid.